I have really been struggling for about the past week and I continue to feel worse every day. I guess I did too much while on vacation because I have not felt well since we have been home and I HATE this feeling!
I have to repeatedly tell myself, “Okay, Sandy. You need to get up, take a shower”. ”You need to get up, fix breakfast for your son”. ”You need to get up and do something.”
When I feel fairly normal I am a motivated person. When I feel like this I do not want to do anything and I don’t have the energy to do anything.
Normal healthy people just don’t realize how hard it is. I had someone tell me the other day, “Well, I wish my only problem was that I got tired”. What a slam to me! I don’t wish this illness on anyone but I would like for people to experience it for at least one week. I bet that would shut them up in a heartbeat!