I have been totally and completely miserable since last night. I can’t seem to get rid of this exhaustion (thanks, CFS!) and to top it off, a stomach bug has hit – or I think that’s what it is. CFS has a way of stealing any joy out of life. Even though I’ve been sick for so long, I still never get used to it completely. Today was the absolute worst day I’ve had in a really long time. I am feeling so depressed right now all I want to do is cry – cry and sleep. I want my life to be so much more than what it is and I hate all of the things I miss out on because I’m too sick to do them.
My mom thinks I need to have my gallbladder checked because I was having stomach problems last week as well. I always just assume that it is CFS causing my issues and have gotten into that rut of blaming everything on CFS or Fibromyalgia. That can be a dangerous thing to do. I promised my mother and myself that if I was still having stomach issues on Monday I would call the doctor. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! 🙂